Tall , Dark and Handsome - The Ideal Man -Perfect Humanbeing ,Perfect Husband,Perfect Father,Perfect Preacher ,Perfect friend ,Perfect ..Perfect …Perfect…..In short He was a GEM OF A PERSON.
Being the youngest in the family i was a ladli daughter of my dear father.
A father whose cannot be replaced by any other person in the world. He used to call me Kavi out of love and this is the name whenever taken by any of my friends i go emotional coz thats how my dad used to call me.he also used to call me gochuu out of great love at times..I miss u the most dad y did have to leave us and go.
As far as i remeber never it had been that he had raised his voice ,he had brought up all his children with utmost love and affection just as his Sons,never restricted us from anything and that’s what stopped us from doing anything which he wouldnot have liked.
I remeber the time, it was in the month of october,2003 when first time in my full senses you got admitted in the hospital just for a mere acidity problem…who knew that it was the start of your journey towards heaven to the almighty,leaving us all behind.Five long days in the hospital and the biggest problem of ur hiccups which were not at all stopping. We prayed and thanked God when u were Back with us at Home.
And then By the end of November u started complaining about the pain you had in your shoulders.All theXrays,MRI reports scanning were of no help,doctors could not understand but yes there was a kind of fracture on ur D1 vertabrae…The treatment was on and on that cold winter night when Di,hubby n myself visited your doctor…how cooly he could say That with no heart ” That he has very less days…less as much as 10-15 days…..” And tears rolled over my cheeks not ready to stop for a second…”peron tale zameen nikal gai ho mano” ye yeh kaise ho sakta hai…no he has gone nuts,or is he jerk thats what i asked my sis n hubby after we came out of the clinic…On the way back also the tears were on n on not to stop for a second….
Dad i still remeber the day u had to leave for Delhi,just a night before u had called me and made me sit next to you for a while and blessed me”aapna haanth mere sar per pher ke” and that smile on your face it is still live in front of my eyes …The moment i had to cee you off at the station and could not accompany you due to my FInal MBA exams…
Though all were there mom,di,cousins,your brothers ,sisters,mom but y was it that i was not there….
Just 10 days and that dredfull day of 21st Feb,2004 when it was my last exam and i was ready to come to you ,in the night at 10.06 i got a call from di when she said that the time has come…i did not let her hang down the phone and was there ,not able to see still could feel whatever was going there ” phanting breath..and chachaji saying- Ram bolo Ram bolo…and there was nothing that i could do……..and then there was comlete silence ….
Where r u dad,y did u leave us and go ,we all miss you a lot …
Love,
Kavi (gochu)
My journey had started approximately 2 yrs back…All our frineds ,neighbours,collegues and last but not the least relatives were after our Life to go on a family way and so finally after 11 years of our marriage which we felt was just a year old marriage ,we did give a serious thought to start a family.